it's all a push and pull of no and yes

no represents every voice in my head reminding me that through the smallest sacrifices we derive character. it is the part of me that knows an appetite unrestrained is never truly satisfied

but yes. yes represents every fantastical desire I have to truly be alive, to absorb and to reflect the glow of the sun in every drink I drink, every heart I know, every moment I am naked, basking, in whatever source of warmth is most alive