it's getting to be that time of the year
usually I welcome the first spot of rain and cold..it's cozy, it's novel, it's gives me an excuse to sit inside and do nothing or something
not this year. I was just getting attached to wanting to go out all the time. it's not the same when the sun isn't beckoning. you aren't taking your skin out for a walk
nothing breaths
all I wanted to do this summer was lay outside at night and wander in the endless sunlight. it all felt like an event, time felt open

so I am now taking submissions for my winter list of random activities that will make days and nights feel fresh and new, that will make cold hours feel like events